Current Mood: a little dysenchanted
Current Music: Fuck You- Cee Lo Green & Jimmy Durante- Make Someone Happy

"You're going to fall head over heels in love with the first guy to show you a little kindness." -my dad, passively watching me like a conductor might when he realizes his train might crash unless he works extra hard to fix it.

Today I worked ( Read more... )

Current mood: patient
Current Music: Crush (still) and Back 2 Good

"It doesn't seem like a waste of time when [the person you're waiting for] is everything you've looked for... omg I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed right now." -josh

So, if you add a little self-esteem, you've seen this before, yes? It's Chad: The Sequel. The good news is, I know more ( Read more... )

Current mood: smitten/inappropriate
Current music: Jennifer Paige- Just a Little Crush

"It's raising my adrenaline, you're banging on a heart of tin, please don't make too much of it, baby..."

So, Sheehan just friend requested me on Facebook. It made me very happy. That's nothing out of the ordinary--I commented on Jeremy's recent post, and I knew he ( Read more... )

Current Mood: Lovely
Current Music: Show me Love- Robyn

"I think you were really nice to me Saturday." -Sheehan

So, I'm supposed to be doing homework right now for my finals this upcoming week, but... I'm doing this. And reading. And writing. And contemplating watching "just one episode" of Gossip Girl.

This week is the last week of this awful ( Read more... )

Current Mood: falling asleep
Current Music: Black Swan background music

"Ugh...."

I am dead on my feet right now. I am so tired that I can hardly typee, and I have homework, but i'm going to nap first.

OMG.

I'm going to die.

Two more weeks, I have to make it two more weeks...

Anyway.

I continue to like Sheehan with almost alarming regularity, ( Read more... )

Current Mood: festive :)
Current Music: Meiko- Boys with Girlfriends & Avril Lavigne- Girlfriend

"When I first met you, I knew you were the one... til you took me home and I met her...."

So, I like a co-worker.

Accidental, I assure you.

Particularly since he is a.) the marrying kind, b.) a nice guy without an asshole bone in his body, and c.) engaged ( Read more... )

Current Mood: passively cautious
Current Music: Somebody Like You- Keith Urban

"I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you."

Just for the record, I'm not overly interested in loving anybody right now, particularly anyone born under the Aquarian sign.

That said, my draw to Jake continues to drive me mad.

I can't help it. Whenever he had pulled his ( Read more... )

Current Mood: hopeless
Current Music: Easy on the Eyes- Terri Clark

"Now I realize you're easy on the eyes, hard on the heart."

Ugh, seriously.

So, Jake who we've covered I like, but makes NO SENSE to me, is a minor inconvenience.

He's so Mike-like, but better. And he's so cute. And he's smart. And if I wouldn't have gotten confused in the beginning, ( Read more... )

Current Mood: dumb
Current Music: Undo It- Carrie Underwood

"You took my happy, you made me cry. Took the lonely and took me for a ride. And I want uh-uh-uh undo it. You had my heart, now I want it back, I'm starting to see everything you lack. Boy, you blew it, you put me through it, I wanna uh-uh-uh undo it!"

So, I'm sitting here typing my last rant ( Read more... )

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